Jul 31, 2010

~my fault~

DeaR AfiQ...

I'm not going to be emotional this time.. hopefully.. hahaha.. well, somehow, i think i made the same stupid mistake again.. ntah la.. nak kate x blaja dari kesilapan, fiq blaja.. but then, i still make da same thing.. n this time mcm lg terok je.. hohohoh.. well, this is my mistake.. n i will fix it.. hope this is the last time i did this stupid mistake..miss the old days.. really meant it.. need a right time to talk to you n ask for your forgiveness for real.. but it's hard for me to find the right time...i can't enjoy every single moment if u still mad at me.. you told me before, ' jgn biar benda kecik jadi kudis' i hold to that words till now..

ya allah, kau lembutkan lah hatinya, untuk menerima maafku..
kau hapuskan lah segala amarah yg terpandam di hatinya..
hanya padamu aku memohon...
amin..

p.s: doa2 kan yek..

Jul 29, 2010

~SuSuN SiLaNg KaTa~


Aku ingin bermimpi denganmu
Ke awana untuk teman bintang bulan
Kerananya lebih terang sinarnya
Dengan kehadiran kau dan aku

Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Yang tak pernah aku sangka ada
Runsingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu


Kau umpama susun silang kata
Yang terakhir untukku
Sekian lama ku mencari
Rupa-rupanya di depanku
Hidup ini tak bererti
Jika tiada cinta di hati
Untuk terus ku teguh berdiri

Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Yang tak pernah aku sangka ada
Runsingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu

Dan tak kira apapun
Yang terjadi dalam mimpiku
Usahlah ia berakhir
Tanpaku memilikmu

me happy


DeaR AfiQ..

i'm happy..
hope it will last for a long time..
kite redah je!!!
ko suke ke, tak suke ke..
lantak la...




p.s: senyum sokmo deh!!!!

Jul 27, 2010

~bosan~

Dear AfiQ.

this 2 weeks, are so boring.. i got nothing to do..staying in my room, doing nothing is not the thing that i enjoy. miss the weeks before dr sofi retirement day.. the day of full of hard work.. i felt that my day was full with something enjoyable. I miss dancing, I miss doing the decoration, i miss the group, to laugh with them and to cry with them....

p.s : bile projek baru mau mari?? mau projek CArma!!! hahahha.. =)




I EnVy YoU..... (-_-")
i miss you.. =(

Jul 23, 2010

menuju kemusnahan...

Dear AfiQ...

the happiness that i build all these days,
the happiness that i thought will last for a long time,
is ruin...
Ruin by my own mistake..
not going to blame anyone..
i'm blaming my self..

i love my frens
i love my brothers
i love my sisters...

but..

some of them seems don't care bout me..
because of my behavior,
because of my attitude..

i know it...
don't lie...
it is my fault..

I am SO SORRY..

forgive me..

Jul 22, 2010

need Time

you may said i am rude...
but u need time..
still afraid..
i noe i'm being rude..
forgive me..

Jul 16, 2010

its unfair


it's unfair!!!!


i'm always left behind...

its unfair..

i want to be with them..
but i'm nobody rite?



p/s: everybody, they love a winner, so nobody love me..








Jul 14, 2010

it's really worth it

dear afiq..

untuk persaraan Dr Sofi, the team has work really hard to ensure all the things will go smoothly and to make sure people loves it..sangat la penat bile bekerja dari pukul 4pm-1am, kadang2 sampai pukul 3 pagi baru balik bilik...tapi, bile kawan2 support, lect support, thing become fun and i really enjoyed it. working with a great person, teach me a lot.. walaupon ade terkecik ati sket.. hahaha.. da2..skip that part.. hehehe..the best part is when we support each other.. bile ade yg down, mesti ade yg dtg nk tolong...masing2 kerja sampai da nk jadi zombie.. mata bengkak je masing2..tak sia2 ak menangis sebab tension, kene marah2... huhuh.. tp ade gak something that make me feel quite unhappy.. i thought i've work hard on the preparation for hiasan pentas.. but once dah pasang, i feel that the stage is not so meriah.. Dr Gaz kata da ok. tp for me, its no so good.. thats why la ak x amek pon gmba stage...tp x pe la.. benda da satel.. put that aside... yang penting, our bond has become stronger.. ^^, jom tgk gmbo sket..


~Dr Gaz kasi taklimat time ni~



~Afiq, Ijat , Azul~


~pewaris~

~my Big Brothers n Miera~


~budak2 silat..sgt hebat~



~penari,penyanyi,pesilat,penglipur lara~

Jul 12, 2010

~cube la diam sikit~


dear afiq..

''cube la diam sket'' a short words that come out from your mouth... its hurt.. people might say it just a small matter.. but, if u r me, its something huge.. i rather kene maki infront of the class compared to be tegur by you..

if you think it is stupid, or sissy... its ur choice.. you don't noe how i feel..

p/s: i'm sorry...